Is It At All Possible To Find A Dom Skilled In The Art Of Spanking Who Is Not Part Of The Drama Club...

I go through life 'turning the other cheek' , putting other people's feelings first. Thinking 'if they done that to me, I would not like it' so I don't do it, but they don't treat me with quite the same respect, sooo!

Here goes...

Where do I start, there are sooo! many. Right at the beginning I suppose. Can I remember 11 years of 'rising above' but being the one who is 'judged'. Because I choose to not give an explanation to the gossips, who listen to hearsay & judge me on 'hearsay'

Okay! The incidents that stick in my mind. I have got this aggravating memory. I say aggravating. Because I remember so much & in detail. Where as others have the luxury of a short term memory, I am cursed with remembering 'crap', which others have long since forgotten...

Then. I feel the hurt, the frustration, deal with it, get it into perspective, write about it in my private blog, keep it to myself, but, meanwhile some twat has decided that they are going to spread it as malicious gossip. Meanwhile I'm being a grown up about this. Keeping it to myself. Because I stop to think 'How would I feel, if...'

Do I then decide to join in with the malicious, vindictive 'being a victim' spreading crap...Nooo! I am still 'turning the other cheek'. I blog about some stuff. Keep the majority of stuff to myself. After all. Do I want to lower myself to their level...Hmmm!

My husband keeps telling me "You let these people get away with too much, let me deal with them". I am "No, because it will come back on me, I'll be seen as the bad one". Hmmm! Isn't that always the way. Be nice. Get shit on, by some shit bag with mental issues. Oops! Was I too harsh on the shit bag. I'm sorry. Still not gossiping about you, though, am I..."Karma!"...

The thing is. To me. Retaliating to the nasty people. Where does it end. They act like A holes. I get A holely {Is that even a word} back. So they retaliate to my retaliation. Embellishing along the way. Where does it go from there. Who has the last word. I'd rather not get started....

People who create drama. Spread malicious gossip. Listen to gossip & judge a person based on heresay. I'd rather have nothing to do with them. I am into being spanked. Preferably by a Dom who is skilled at spanking. I am in it for mutual adult pleasure from spanking. Not to be involved in some mentally screwed persons vindictive revenge on people...See a psychiatrist, FFS!